Mind - composite or fragmented

24th Feb, 2009
Many times a question has come to my mind. Is it true that there is a separate mind for different aspects? Is it true that soul fragments exist? Even while doing the alexander technique, I tried to observe this phenominon. When I focussed on one part of body, I could sense some energy in that part of the body. For the rest of the body, at that time, it was as though nothing else existed, but that particular body part.
This means that there are two possibilties:
a) for each part of body or lets say each aspect of life then (emotions, etc) , there is a separate mind.
b) mind is same for everything. Difference lies in its application or awareness.
My energy testing is weakening for the first possibility and strengthening for the second. What makes the difference is awareness. When we direct our mind to a particular activity or part of body, we are focussing our awareness on that aspect. Most of the time, when we are living in physical body, we can mostly overcome all the blocks in awareness and come back to 'what is' because of underlying and unaltered principle, 'fundamental consciousness' and physcial phenomina that keep us occupied and demand our awareness to be directed to physical facts and reality. As one of the important aspects of FC is all awareness. This all awareness usually tries to get a manifestation in reality or what is state. It is only the ordinary mind, which, due to its own attachments, is not able to come to terms with 'what is'.
All that we experience is stored in two locations: our ordinary mind (vehicle for experience) and fundamental consciousness. Two possibilities:
a) When we are alive, the trauma material, which we cannot take care of is stored in different parts of mind. This causes blockages in mind and the particular memory that relates to trauma has an effect on our further experiences and actions (because mind travels both forward and backward to locate significant data for dealing with life situations). So, its not that a soul/mind is fragmented while we are living. But particular incident/trauma causes a blockage in mind, which in turn, even blocks the flow of energy to that particular location. This gives an impression that soul/mind is fragmented. This can affect the health of physical body. When the trauma feelings are so much that the manifestation cannot think of anything else, s/he cannot focus on other experiences/aspects of life and consider trauma only as the main involving fact/factor. In that case, there is complete shut down of energy to other aspects of life and all of it is spent or wasted on trauma only. This gives an impression that there are holes in non physical parts (mind).
Other explaination to this is:
Mind usually plans in advance its experiences in life (which are stored at one particular location). It reconciles these experiences with actual possibilities materialized (These are stored in corresponding location to planned experiences). Till the time this activity is being done, things are fine. But when this activity stops at one particular location or there is a missing actual recording or 'what is' when it materializes (due to the fact that awareness could not be directed to that particular task), there can be 'holes' in non physical parts. This does not mean that part of mind have fallen away. But it means that part of awareness was lacking. When mind is directed later to focus on those events (where holes can be sited), mind can direct awareness there. Then memory is upgraded and manifestation in question feels that lost parts have been integrated.
b) When we die with a truma or when we are ensnared by the dark force, the entire awareness of mind is trapped on that one particular incidence. At that time, unlike physical world, nothing else happens to bring us out of that trap. As a result, entire awareness is on that particular incidence only and that only seems to be true. The soul/mind remains in traumatised state till it further incarnates and finds out ways for its coming out of the trap. But if it can't, then while living also, consciouness is trapped in particular incidence and it seems as if different soul fragments are working.
However, one thing that I still need to figure out is:
Are mental, emotional and physical bodies different? Do all these compose mind?

Mar 4, 2009
I've come to an understanding that FC is all prevailant and all knowing. When it dispenses mind for a particular experience, the mind gets a status of 'part of' FC. It is part of FC means that the way our hands are part of our body, they are always there, but are not inside the body (the way heart, lungs, etc are). Hands, thus while working on something can get a feeling that they are composite whole if mind is able to focus its awareness on them.
When this mind is stuck out as a part of FC, there is a chord connected from FC to mind. This chord provides mind with attributes of FC, viz. awareness, energy. If mind is able to use the awareness properly, it merges with FC ie goes back inside it and then FC takes care of all aspects. The manifestation does not deviate from 'what is' as the planned experiences more or less remain in sync with actual experiences.
However, when mind is not able to direct awareness properly and gets sidetracked by wants and wishes and dark practices, problem arises. The actual attributes which still have to be experienced are a clean slate. But derived attributes keep increasing and so does confusions. Mind increasingly forgets the 'one with all' status and keeps running in its materialistic pursuits. As a result, awareness shrinks and so does energy. The chord connecting mind is not able to provide adequate energy due to blockages created by mind as a result of shut awareness. Lesser energy being supplied becomes even lesser when it is further wasted on mind's derived attributes, to which mind is giving undue weightage. Problem is further aggravated by dark force interference at mind level.
When mind is not able to experience the basic attributes for which it came into being, there comes a blank or hole in that attribute. When mind plans too many derived attributes and in reality, they do not occur due to non existence of possibilities, mind gets attached to them and gets a major part of its awareness stuck in these attributes. Here, more energy is being wasted and awareness is trapped. These places in mind become black. If a person dies in such state, s/he thinks that this is only what its incarnation represented. With only such thoughts, the parasitic souls or minds attack other souls/minds. So, I call the phenomina 'fragmented awareness' rather than 'fragmented soul'.