31 Jan 2009
Yesterday my son had a severe cough and cold. He was coughing non stop. Having admistered all medicines, I did this:
Held a clear intent in my mind: Cough and cold, leave this body. Go away. Then messaged him a bit on his head, neck, chest and back. When he woke up, his cough had become less. Though I had used a nebulizer on him also, perhaps that worked. But normally, even the nebulizer takes time to work. Let me wait and watch if strong intent helps in recovery.
As with my daughter. She has been suffering from upset stomach, cough, cold, fever, ear infection and has been frequently falling ill since last 2 months. (I've observed that just like me, her system is sensitive to the kind of people around us. When the company is hostile and not favourable, the first thing that happens is stomach infection followed by fever and general lack of resistence). I've been taking good care of her, but did not try to heal her with my strong intent. Will include this for her and let me wait and watch the progress then.
But one thing is very clear: Neither am I a healer, nor a wisher (good or bad). Its only the core essence that works. I'm not attached to any result. Small experiments, small observations.
Though its not that I've got complete control on all my situations and emotional stuff as yet. Things do still get worse as its a recurrent phase. But now sometimes, I try this:
When the feelings of disgust, helplessness and loneliness grab me and heart starts pumping very fast and these feelings are on a constant rise, I feel as though a sea wave is rising. Then I kind of try to pull myself away from that intensity and 'come back' to my core essence. Amazingly, this has worked and I feel relieved. Intensity goes away. So, I have observed that I have to be willing to 'let go' of the feeling and not get attached to it. If I get attached to the feeling, I'm swayed away with it and can't be with my core essence.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
Conflict - Whole side
Jan 30, 2009
When encountered in a particular situation, we just try to see the possible one to one interaction amongst individuals. But we lack the 'whole picture'. We are caught in catch 22 situation, lets say between person X and person Y. Gruadually, the conflict involves A, B, and C also. Now to resolve a particular situation, its necessary to see the 'whole picture' and not just flame conflict. When more people are involved, we can have a direct communication with the 'deepest aspects' of those people who are dragged into the conflict (are themselves not a part of it). Then visualize the deepest aspects to direct the involved minds into a positive vibration and balance.
Gradually, the whole conflict situation can be toned down and resolved using deepest aspect visualizations and communications.
When encountered in a particular situation, we just try to see the possible one to one interaction amongst individuals. But we lack the 'whole picture'. We are caught in catch 22 situation, lets say between person X and person Y. Gruadually, the conflict involves A, B, and C also. Now to resolve a particular situation, its necessary to see the 'whole picture' and not just flame conflict. When more people are involved, we can have a direct communication with the 'deepest aspects' of those people who are dragged into the conflict (are themselves not a part of it). Then visualize the deepest aspects to direct the involved minds into a positive vibration and balance.
Gradually, the whole conflict situation can be toned down and resolved using deepest aspect visualizations and communications.
Why need for astral realm now?
Jan 30, 2009
Mind (part of FC), while continuing its experiences in the physical world, comes across a number of situations (adverse/favourable). These situations compell the ordinary mind to crave for support. The support is first sought in the physical manifestations. But the state of affairs the world is in today, the physical manifestations of human species are always pre-occupied with their own interests. Though the human population is bursting, few are worthwhile of even exchange of words. Due to this, there is a dearth of 'human company'.
Then search begins for perfect company ie the God or any other non physical element. People today don't want to believe in non existence of higher consciousness because then immidiately they lose a true friend, who atleast listens or so to say 'dispenses the wishes'.
Due to dearth of company and sharing of real secrets (which exist in everyone's life), person starts praying or channelising.
Its difficult to control the astral situation (recourse to temples/churches...) till human population finds new methods of praying or making a 'wish' or 'confession' or 'blessing', in which s/he is an all powerful manifestation of FC, which does best for all involved.
Mind (part of FC), while continuing its experiences in the physical world, comes across a number of situations (adverse/favourable). These situations compell the ordinary mind to crave for support. The support is first sought in the physical manifestations. But the state of affairs the world is in today, the physical manifestations of human species are always pre-occupied with their own interests. Though the human population is bursting, few are worthwhile of even exchange of words. Due to this, there is a dearth of 'human company'.
Then search begins for perfect company ie the God or any other non physical element. People today don't want to believe in non existence of higher consciousness because then immidiately they lose a true friend, who atleast listens or so to say 'dispenses the wishes'.
Due to dearth of company and sharing of real secrets (which exist in everyone's life), person starts praying or channelising.
Its difficult to control the astral situation (recourse to temples/churches...) till human population finds new methods of praying or making a 'wish' or 'confession' or 'blessing', in which s/he is an all powerful manifestation of FC, which does best for all involved.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Mind / Consciousness- Composition
22 Jan 2009
While doing Alexander technique, I found that physical organs involve an energy flow when they are focussed on. Does this mean that:
a) There is separate mind associated with each part of the body?
b) There is only one mind associated with the entire being but when focussed on one aspect/area (be it anything in life), associates itself with the aspect/area in question, being unconscious about the other aspects (that is how ordinary mind gets limited as it does not cross its limited approach.
I think (b) to be a more viable option.
I think that the limited approach can be overcome by delving into real observer ie FC.
a) FC is a mere observer or an 'intelligent observer'?
b) Does FC 'participate' in experiences in a particular incarnation or does it always stay silent just as a meek observer?
c) When total control is handed over to FC, how does life become?
One observation I have made:
While silently listening to the noises around me (sitting in garden at about 7:30 pm for 10-15 mins for about 4 days), I listened to each and every noise. Didn't participate, just listened silently (most of the time, ordinary mind was silent). One day, I had a feeling that my entire consciousness is being focussed on the noises and that it will 'shift' to the noises, making me part of it. Something in me (don't know ordinary mind or FC) held me back immidiately 'warning' me to be careful and not get carried away. I became alert and grounded again. What does this mean? Had FC participated 'intelligently' with its incarnation (me)?
Jan 23, 2009
My further observation tells that FC needs to have an 'observer' status (intelligent, if incarnation in question allows it to overcome the ordinary mind) and not 'participant' status because the number of experiences are so vast that if FC started participating in each, it itself will be wrecked. So, for purpose of taking and experience, its fine to have a temporary vessel in form of mind.
In afternoon, I was having intense feelings of irritation and hurt. For sometime, I felt intense feelings as they came to me. Then, I visualized that I am FC (infinite, transparent). Though the feelings didn't subside alltogether today, I felt a warmth inside me. It was a kind of 'relaxed' feeling without any botheration. All the time, I was aware of the unease I had. But still kind of relaxed. After sometime (as I have been doing healing from core essence visualizations), I felt that infinite rays (multicoloured) are radiating their warmth and strength (might be an illusion, though).
While doing Alexander technique, I found that physical organs involve an energy flow when they are focussed on. Does this mean that:
a) There is separate mind associated with each part of the body?
b) There is only one mind associated with the entire being but when focussed on one aspect/area (be it anything in life), associates itself with the aspect/area in question, being unconscious about the other aspects (that is how ordinary mind gets limited as it does not cross its limited approach.
I think (b) to be a more viable option.
I think that the limited approach can be overcome by delving into real observer ie FC.
a) FC is a mere observer or an 'intelligent observer'?
b) Does FC 'participate' in experiences in a particular incarnation or does it always stay silent just as a meek observer?
c) When total control is handed over to FC, how does life become?
One observation I have made:
While silently listening to the noises around me (sitting in garden at about 7:30 pm for 10-15 mins for about 4 days), I listened to each and every noise. Didn't participate, just listened silently (most of the time, ordinary mind was silent). One day, I had a feeling that my entire consciousness is being focussed on the noises and that it will 'shift' to the noises, making me part of it. Something in me (don't know ordinary mind or FC) held me back immidiately 'warning' me to be careful and not get carried away. I became alert and grounded again. What does this mean? Had FC participated 'intelligently' with its incarnation (me)?
Jan 23, 2009
My further observation tells that FC needs to have an 'observer' status (intelligent, if incarnation in question allows it to overcome the ordinary mind) and not 'participant' status because the number of experiences are so vast that if FC started participating in each, it itself will be wrecked. So, for purpose of taking and experience, its fine to have a temporary vessel in form of mind.
In afternoon, I was having intense feelings of irritation and hurt. For sometime, I felt intense feelings as they came to me. Then, I visualized that I am FC (infinite, transparent). Though the feelings didn't subside alltogether today, I felt a warmth inside me. It was a kind of 'relaxed' feeling without any botheration. All the time, I was aware of the unease I had. But still kind of relaxed. After sometime (as I have been doing healing from core essence visualizations), I felt that infinite rays (multicoloured) are radiating their warmth and strength (might be an illusion, though).
Monday, January 19, 2009
FC is aware of every experince/phenominon?
Jan 19, 2009
Is every experience/phenominon already know by FC? ie everything that occurs is pre-planned and is destined to be that way?
FC is non dualistic in unmanifest form. So, in that form, it does not require anything at all. But it manifests because of the required experiences. When FC manifests, needs are generated because of flow of experiences. (FC is a silent 'obeserver' of all experiences. It allows mostly any 'possibility' to take place, depending on the kind of situation. Specific possibilities can be avoided by careful energy testing and some possiblities can be materialized using strong and clear intent and energy testing. )
So, FC is as young as we (creation) are. If FC finds anything worthwhile to be updated across the species, it does so automatically because its actually the 'law of survival' of species running in manifestation. (There was a bird called 'dodo' which had come into existence. But this was a meek and docile bird. Could not even defend itself. Was too giving. So was widely hunt and killed. This specie got extinct and never came back again. Similar case with dinosaurs. These survived in particular weather conditions of that era. Now they will not be born as there are better adapted species on earth. However, they can be born on other planets, where life has to start and advance). In due course of manifestation, sophisticated technology such as aeroplanes, scientific machinery, etc has come into existence. FC could have known the technology for same if such inventions are done on other planets. However, I have my doubts if FC would like to manifest just for repeated experiences. So, under innumerable options (circumstances+experience), FC lets events materialize and lets them unfold by being a silent observer. (Here law of karma comes cause and effect for one particular incarnation and its related experiences. This law takes effect because of the kind of choices a being makes in its incarnation. This is not the astral law I'm talking about).
So, when I asked Philip that does all the music he compose is already a part of FC, it needen't be necessarily true. As Philip composes, FC might be silent observer to composed music. Astrals may be relaying the 'already known' phenominon.
Is every experience/phenominon already know by FC? ie everything that occurs is pre-planned and is destined to be that way?
FC is non dualistic in unmanifest form. So, in that form, it does not require anything at all. But it manifests because of the required experiences. When FC manifests, needs are generated because of flow of experiences. (FC is a silent 'obeserver' of all experiences. It allows mostly any 'possibility' to take place, depending on the kind of situation. Specific possibilities can be avoided by careful energy testing and some possiblities can be materialized using strong and clear intent and energy testing. )
So, FC is as young as we (creation) are. If FC finds anything worthwhile to be updated across the species, it does so automatically because its actually the 'law of survival' of species running in manifestation. (There was a bird called 'dodo' which had come into existence. But this was a meek and docile bird. Could not even defend itself. Was too giving. So was widely hunt and killed. This specie got extinct and never came back again. Similar case with dinosaurs. These survived in particular weather conditions of that era. Now they will not be born as there are better adapted species on earth. However, they can be born on other planets, where life has to start and advance). In due course of manifestation, sophisticated technology such as aeroplanes, scientific machinery, etc has come into existence. FC could have known the technology for same if such inventions are done on other planets. However, I have my doubts if FC would like to manifest just for repeated experiences. So, under innumerable options (circumstances+experience), FC lets events materialize and lets them unfold by being a silent observer. (Here law of karma comes cause and effect for one particular incarnation and its related experiences. This law takes effect because of the kind of choices a being makes in its incarnation. This is not the astral law I'm talking about).
So, when I asked Philip that does all the music he compose is already a part of FC, it needen't be necessarily true. As Philip composes, FC might be silent observer to composed music. Astrals may be relaying the 'already known' phenominon.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Alexander Technique
Jan 2, 2009
While doing Alexander Technique, I focus on all parts of my body. At some regions, I do feel a significant release. In the beginning, I used to feel more heaviness in the right part of my brain. But later, I did realise that there was actually more release in the right part of my body as compared to the left. Similarly, when I do eye energy movements, I feel it easier to carry on left oriented movements (extreme top left and bottom left) as compared to the right. Whether its an error in my focus or its really true that major traumas are stored in the right part of my body, I need to find out.
Jan 8, 2009
Today, while doing the Alexander technique, one wiered thought came to my mind. The thought was "What happens when one becomes enlighted?" Certainly, it means that the physical aspects are able to align with the non-physical aspects. This means that the physical body is able to reach to the causal body. Awareness is further taken to the infinite.
Jan 15, 2008
I don't know about the causal body or as a matter of fact, any other non-physical element. Yesterday, I sat outside in my garden and tried to 'listen' to everything. I could hear the traffic, horns, footsteps of people and dogs passing by, the gentle blow of wind on tree leaves. Whenever I tried to augment my awareness to every sound. But was time and again being disturbed by astral interference. Could not see any non physical form, but repeatedly, could sense inwardly the presence of the two deities whom I have extensively worshipped. Need to strengthen myself and my awareness.
While doing Alexander Technique, I focus on all parts of my body. At some regions, I do feel a significant release. In the beginning, I used to feel more heaviness in the right part of my brain. But later, I did realise that there was actually more release in the right part of my body as compared to the left. Similarly, when I do eye energy movements, I feel it easier to carry on left oriented movements (extreme top left and bottom left) as compared to the right. Whether its an error in my focus or its really true that major traumas are stored in the right part of my body, I need to find out.
Jan 8, 2009
Today, while doing the Alexander technique, one wiered thought came to my mind. The thought was "What happens when one becomes enlighted?" Certainly, it means that the physical aspects are able to align with the non-physical aspects. This means that the physical body is able to reach to the causal body. Awareness is further taken to the infinite.
Jan 15, 2008
I don't know about the causal body or as a matter of fact, any other non-physical element. Yesterday, I sat outside in my garden and tried to 'listen' to everything. I could hear the traffic, horns, footsteps of people and dogs passing by, the gentle blow of wind on tree leaves. Whenever I tried to augment my awareness to every sound. But was time and again being disturbed by astral interference. Could not see any non physical form, but repeatedly, could sense inwardly the presence of the two deities whom I have extensively worshipped. Need to strengthen myself and my awareness.
Jan 21. 2009
Since past some days, since I've started searching for the clarity sphere, astral aspect has been strongly targetting me. First, they attack physically via my chakras. Then, emotion manipulation is there. Most of the attacks are coming from live people (who I am associated closely with). They are trying to unground me and are targetting me heavily (as they have done till date). They will never change. But my own being is getting badly affected. I feel lonely, depressed and lack interest in life. Sometimes feel that when will this life come to an end. This is all astral sourced, I know. Astrals have always targetted my life and mind (mind to manipulate my emotions and further bend down to them. To 'pray' to them for help). But now, I understand the truth. Still, I feel deeply hurt and am crying so much. Feel uneasy.
Anyways, yesterday while doing the Alexander technique, I focus on each part of my body. When I focus attention, that part of body seems to 'reciprocate'. There is some energy flow in that part of body. I need to watch if this is an astral sourced sensation or is it what I am understanding?
I understand:
Mind is same for all parts of the body (At one point of time I felt that each part of body had its own mind, which were in turn, being managed by 'intelligent mind). When I focus on any part, that mind is able to awarely connect to that part. The energy generated is a result of mind-body coordination. Then, mind gives directions to physical parts of body for good health and release of distorted energies.
Jan 22, 2009
I managed to ward off the psychic attack yesterday. Had strong emotional feelings and depression had deeply set in. I did fight the offenders with the reciprocal policy of 'offense'. But the overall experience was not good and had a negetive impact on me too. [Was sure that this loop and intensity was being manipulated by astrals. I have always been targetted. So, clarity sphere decision has nothing to do with this. Earlier, I used to think that I lack something which is why people are able to take advantage of me and I am not able to reciprocate to attrocites because I really lacked the will to hurt or do bad or even wish the same. But now I know that astral side has always made some people closely associated with me to behave in a fashion so that I can be easily ungrounded. Well, now I know and understand!]
On Jan 19, just closed my eyes (lying down). Then, in the middle of feelings of disgust, I visualized that I am leaving behind my ordinary mind (which was in pain and depression) and then I thought myself to be FC (transparent, infinite). Immidiately I felt relief and dozed off to a short nap (10 mins or so). Woke up rejuvinated.
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