Grounding post needed?

Mar 21, 2009

As I've observed, the dark force does tend to interfere physically as well as non physically all the time. I've been having tough times (in terms of emotions) in my current physical scenario. Sometimes, I tend to break up and the phenomia stays for a long time. I feel depressed, deprived and irritated with everything in life. Don't find any ideal situation in life and feel that is this really the experience I've come to take in life? Isn't my awareness limited? But then whatever is is. I can also feel spasms in my abdomen and some other parts of body.

But I peacefully observe everything. When thought arises, I'm the thought ie my entire awareness is on the thought. But then, I try to withdraw this awareness and focus it again on my core - which is transparent or white and is not liquid, but something semi liquid in my perception. When I lie down, I try to appease my mind of all the accumulated emotions, hurts and traumas. I revert to core and observe the thought pass by. Today, I observed something new. I felt as if I'm becoming light - not bodily but in my mind, in terms of its strong trauma feelings - these feelings were leaving me. So felt light and felt something as if my mind were air. Now, need to vigil as to whether this feeling is true or some trap dark force is setting for me. This might be one of its steps to create a further realm for me. I'll do a grounding post on this, but really need to figure out if there is a way I could determine if astrals were working or I as core am working. If I submit every abnormal feeling to the grounding post, then also I'll be able to progress it seems as there is nothing to loose - only that I don't form a notion regarding anything. What the truth is - is! I can't change it. So, it doesen't need my notion to manifest. So I think I should submit this notion to grounding post. Right!