As far as I can ascertain, I am all awareness. In the present incarnation, this awareness is limited to my current situations and surroundings. But this awareness is the key to my existence. ie I have come into being because of deposits of some radiations from this awareness, which constitute my 'what is'. Now, what is composite me? If I let go of the notion of physical and non physical aspects, what are the attributes that are in my awareness and have resulted me in being me (incarnated)?
1) Awareness
2) Radiations from awareness and their deposits - constitutes my what is - the digitized kind of data that carries my events
3) My physical body that has been formed as a result of my attributes. This is a vehicle for carrying on the requsite events for me.
4) After formation of body, awareness gets a medium of expression for the what is. This awareness relays all interactions and events in my life as states of being ie my what is. So, states are essentially a relay of what is happening in my present time. This relay is done by awareness. But how I react to the state ie direct my reaction to what area of the brain (creative adaptive or reptile), all depends on how alligned I am with my awareness. How alligned I am with awareness - grounding
5) Certainly grounding ie how aware I am about my being - my states of being (emotions, etc), my physical surroundings, whats going on in my own body. All the recordings of all interactions between my thoughts and my physical being, between myself and rest of the existence are recorded in this awareness only. It is transformation in this awareness that causes my physical state to change.
6) Apart from this, what all is going on in my entire awareness ie what else does the awareness (composite not only of me) contains. This is however, an expanded state and comes only after one has lived with awareness and is sufficiently grounded.
7) Attention - How I am able to utilize and decipher the aspects in my awareness.
August 11, 2009
Awareness is also just an aspect. I think awareness is the aspect that causes duality and therefore, life. Awareness limits itself for illuminating a state (thus it is called mind or whatever). This awareness is of a limited degree in animals, trees, and even human beings. There is no awareness at all in things such as rocks, etc. This means that awareness itself is a radiation or a may be a product of arising of a state in consciousness. Consciousness is all complete - without any difference between experience and the experiencer ie it is non-dual. Awareness can still be dual. As far as I can see it, duality arises with awareness, obviously of my own self and not my self. Thus, I begin to distinguish between experience and the experiencer. So, raw or fundamental consciousness has no differentiation. But does this imply that this aspect of consciousness is unaware or does it imply that awareness is complete as there is no duality and obviously there is complete awareness of each and every aspect?
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