Grounding post needed?

Mar 21, 2009

As I've observed, the dark force does tend to interfere physically as well as non physically all the time. I've been having tough times (in terms of emotions) in my current physical scenario. Sometimes, I tend to break up and the phenomia stays for a long time. I feel depressed, deprived and irritated with everything in life. Don't find any ideal situation in life and feel that is this really the experience I've come to take in life? Isn't my awareness limited? But then whatever is is. I can also feel spasms in my abdomen and some other parts of body.

But I peacefully observe everything. When thought arises, I'm the thought ie my entire awareness is on the thought. But then, I try to withdraw this awareness and focus it again on my core - which is transparent or white and is not liquid, but something semi liquid in my perception. When I lie down, I try to appease my mind of all the accumulated emotions, hurts and traumas. I revert to core and observe the thought pass by. Today, I observed something new. I felt as if I'm becoming light - not bodily but in my mind, in terms of its strong trauma feelings - these feelings were leaving me. So felt light and felt something as if my mind were air. Now, need to vigil as to whether this feeling is true or some trap dark force is setting for me. This might be one of its steps to create a further realm for me. I'll do a grounding post on this, but really need to figure out if there is a way I could determine if astrals were working or I as core am working. If I submit every abnormal feeling to the grounding post, then also I'll be able to progress it seems as there is nothing to loose - only that I don't form a notion regarding anything. What the truth is - is! I can't change it. So, it doesen't need my notion to manifest. So I think I should submit this notion to grounding post. Right!

Aspects of Consciousness

16/03/09

Consciousness has different aspects to it - These are:

• Pure consciousness itself
• mind
• physical reality

Out of these, consciousness is the state without duality - the real existence. Rest all are illusions or creations done by consciousness.

Apr 22, 2009

Levels of consciousness:

Different levels exist in consciousness - physical (involving mind) and the observer/pure level is currently known level to me. Consciousness is the metaspace in which all experiences arise and manifest. At the physical level of experiences, there is a sense of duality or me being separate from you due to existence of mind. But this mind can be transcended while being alive, to open up to the ultimate level of consciousness, which is a non-dual state. This state is that of the observer.

At pure level of consciousness, there is no division. Each and every experience is a composite. There is no distinction between good, bad, right or wrong. For example, fear is absolute. There is no distintion between fear and one 'experiencing' fear. Here, only fear exists. So, there is no fright or reaction generated from fear. Similarly, if something is humorous, humour itself exists and there is no reaction of laughter from this.

Implications:Consciousness is a cumulative of all experiences that arise. But in pure state of consciousness, the reaction is lacking. Reaction is a construct of ordinary mind. Most of the time, reaction is the cause of untold miseries in the world. This reaction or action is generated
because of an incarnation's being attached to a particular aspect of experience loop. Experience loop is as follows: state (experience in question, thoughts, emotions, reactions, action, result).

Query:If at one particular level of consciousness, there is non-duality or a state where all experiences are alike, how is 'composite experience' perceived? ie there are several experiences like fear, humour, anger, fatigue - how is the composite of all experiences felt if there is no duality? Fear is there, humour is there and so forth. It seems that in pure consciousness, there is just 'information or data' regarding an experience. It seems to be a syntax without execution. This syntax also contains derived results wrt execution of each loop of a particular state/experience.

When one is in a state of pure consciousness, one perceives all experiences or illusions as arising within itself, right...But is that it? Consciousness is either a syntax or execution of the syntax and its results? ie is it just 'being' and 'becoming'? Is it just a metaspace withing which all experiences arise or there is something else to it?

Apr 23, 2009

Consciouness is all or unfragmented awareness - which is aware of every aspect (this suggest that awareness is one of the components in consciousness and there are other aspects too like experience is another component). For each experience or incarnation, the level of awareness varies. For example, awareness in a tree is different from that in a cow and is different in an elephant, monkey and human being. Of all, human being is most aware. But again, due to experience that needs to be undertaken, there exists a mind. Mind is a fragment of whole ie entire awareness. Each mind is a fragment of that whole awareness. Fragments of awareness work on the principle of 'knowlegde' ie on basis of past experiences ie on basis of things which have already occurred in the past and since fragments work on basis of knowledge, a fragmented mind always seeks security by living in the past ie thinking about what had happened in a particular experience and from that it desires what all 'could have happened'. This forms a loop of possibilities. When a particular possibility becomes a strong desire, ie that the thought energy is strong enough (because mind is now attached to that very desire or thought) to generate a corresponding action, a being conducts that particular action. So, today if we see that current civilization is a civilization of trials and errors which are repetitive and so, most human beings are similar to each other because they are caught in the same loop (current belief in astral world also enforces this behaviour of living in boundaries).

If I talk in terms of only consciousness minus manifestation in this aspect of consciousness, consciousness is experiences that are observed (either as a fragmented observation or as a composite observation). But then, what are the other aspects of consciousness apart from awareness and experiences?

I don't know as of now. Love is definitely one of this aspect as without love, a composite status is not possible. Absence of love is suggestive of a scenario where consciousness itself is divided. Being non dual is possible only when there is love for each and every aspect of my existence. But the point here is am I currently observing my own existence or working as a fragmentation or a whole? ie is my awareness fragmented? In that case, one fragment perceiving all other fragments will never be possible. So, I have to perceive as the whole -

OK. Will include an affirmation for myself and use clarity sphere to reinforce the same - The illusionary reality in which I am a fragment of consciousness and I am perceiving myself to be that fragment.

Still, if experience is one of the aspects in me? What are my other aspects? Manifestation is only one of my aspect. What are my other aspects where there are no experiences or apart from that perception that I am the one in which all experiences originate and dissolve, what else comprises me?

One thing that strikes my current awareness is that all those levels of consciousness (rather aspects) where there is no incarnation or manifestion, that is fresh consciousness or consciouness without any impression. What is that state of mine?

On observation of my physical surroundings, I see so many unaware things - stones, metals, rivers, water, minerals, gases, so forth. What role do they play? They are supporting life or creation that's fine. But is that it? That is their only role? They seem to be 'physical observers' or non participators in creation. I think while observing, they do pick up thought impressions and gradually do develop a mind. But why were they at the first place?

Pseudo thoughts - where interference arises?

Mar 04, 2009
At what level do parasitic lost souls/entities interfere with a manifestation?
a) At the chord level (chord that connects mind to FC)
b) At memory level
For sure they can't interfere at chord level as dark minds are undissolved minds. So, they consider themselves different from FC. In fact, they don't even have access to the chord level of FC. Even their awareness is limited and struck at a particular experience or attachment. This means they put in or parasitically infuse their memory at the mind level. Mind has two sets of attributes - planned and actual. They attach themselves to the planned attributes and try to highjack a manifestation's awareness to experience what they want. Now, one more question:

Do these lost minds with stuck awareness have the chord attached to them as they are not yet dissolved?
Certainly, chord is there as everything is a part of FC and if a mind has not got dissolved, it can't go anywhere else but be in FC. Then, this means that with the ending of manifestation, energy supply has been cut. Awareness is still trapped. So, exactly what is the weak point from which these undissolved minds come into contact with living manifestations?

Apr 09, 2009
According to my current understanding, there is no chord connecting mind with FC. FC is one main component. When there arises a mind in FC, it just a part of FC or 'mindspace' as Philip refers to it. In the vast metaspace ie FC, there arises an experience or mind. This mind dissolves into FC when incarnation has taken the relevant experiences. If it doesen't, there forms a soul which does not easily get dissolved. This soul is a part of consciousness, right. But it has lost its true identity by getting 'attached' to some aspects. Here confusion enters.
Attachment is nothing but a thought form. These thought forms which are different from 'nature of FC' - love, peace, joy are mass of confusion or programming, one can say. These thought forms are alligned with the dark force, which came into being by the similar process (ie existence of desires or thought forms). Since mind of each incarnation is integrated (ie FC itself is the main component, due to which each and every incarnation is affected because of the 'observer' status FC undertakes or one can say that FC itself is the universal mind because by way of intuition, FC does keep warning its own incarnated form). When the thought forms interfere (because these thought forms are also existing in consciousness only and are not yet dissolved) with the genuine messages of FC to its own incarnation, then there is a communication gap and the ridge between the incarnated form and non incarnated form of FC deepens due to lack of knowlege and astral realms keep getting stronger.

Awareness/Mind - Componsition

Mar 2, 2009
Just as consciousness is composed of different aspects, ordinary mind, which forms as a result of rising of an experience, is also composed of different aspects. Basically, ordinary mind is a derivation of FC and has all powers of FC. But these powers as subdued or limited due to the kind of experience that has to be witnessed. Components of mind:
a. Awareness : to begin with, limited to manifestation's own needs and surroundings. This is of two types: physical and non physical (thoughts). Awareness depends upon the energy flow from FC ie the main channel. It keeps decreasing as the channels of communication and interaction between FC and mind are narrowed.
In awareness (non physical aspects), there is a portion reserved for communications also. These communications are comprehended again by the awareness. This comprehension is very essential for the effective functioning of a manifestion. There is also a channel dedicated for communication between ordinary mind and FC.
b. Memory: this is memory related to a particular manifestion. Memory is again of two types: planned ie what is and actual result.
All the other components are under FC's own purview.
Awareness: Essentially, it is of two types : physical ie the surroundings and non physical ie thought forms. Mostly, physical aspects take place as a result of thoughts harboured by a person. An aware mind is able to utilize energy provied by FC in a healthy way, thereby entire body and mind stays healthy.When awareness is whole, mind merges with fc and manifestation is enlighted.
But when other minds interact with a manifestation, they can have place their thoughts/memories in awareness of the manifestation. They can't take the entire awareness. But they do have a place in the 'communication channel' of awareness. This is the part of awareness they try to highjack and make good use to cause maximum damage to the manifestation. Using this channel, the dark minds try to block communication between the manifestation and the living world as well as between manifestation and the FC. As a result, the manifestation drifts away from the real nature and 'what is' and starts running after unachievable materialistic goals, lust, power, conrol, sex and all other human problems. When the entire channel of communication is distorted, the manifestation becomes less aware (as it is not able to comprehend its experiences ) and becomes a slave to the dark force and is used as an instrument to spread the negetive agenda.
A new realization:
Ordinary mind has only one component: memory. Even awareness is not its own direct aspect. This, it derives, from FC. To begin with awareness is limited to physical aspects and the thoughts that are directly related to the experience that needs to be gained. But since FC is all awareness, this limitation of awareness can be overcome and it can be extended to all purvading status. When FC lends awareness to mind, it lends for the following purposes:
1. Communication with other manifestations, which is via thoughts (specific to manifestation), spoken words, thoughts (related to surroundings - both aspects physical and non physical
2. Communication with itself (FC)
3. Comprehension of the communication
Dark minds put their thoughts of memories in the channel of communication related to the existence and FC. These thoughts are then manipulated to make the manifestation feel that it is separate from everything - existence as well as FC. This causes sefishness and drive towards negetive aspects. Awareness gets distorted.
Awareness - physical - Mainly, this awareness comprises the sense organs, which again are the channels of communication between mind, body and outside world. So, basic organs of awareness are:
eyes, nose, ears, tongue, skin, private parts of the body.
Awareness of the internal organs is also there. But unfortunately, it is in form of pain. When a part of body feels an alien component (the pain), only then we come to know about its existence. The dark minds place pseudo thoughts relating to these sense organs as well to control a manifestation. This is why dark mind interference focusses so much on visual displays (eyes), smells (nose), hearing voices (ears), tastes in illusionary realities (tongue) (people eating food when they are out of body or when they are assumed to be dead, but come back alive), the actual 'feel' of any part of the body which does not belong to a manifestation (skin), private parts being attacked using the energy of the living manifestations.
This means, self realization methods should be also specially focussed on all the sense organs (just like energy eye movements).

Apr 21, 2009
Awareness, just like love, is an integral part of FC. FC is all awareness ie awareness of its own entire being. When a mindspace develops, because of the activity going on in the mind for experiences required for a particular manifestation, awareness is not composite or all as it is limited to experiences or states of being for a particular manifestation. From non-duality (true nature of FC) arises duality where an incarnation perceives itself separate from all other incarnations due to existence of separate minds encapsulating 'what is'. Here also, it is not necessary for an incarnation to remain in a state of forgetfullness of its real nature. Only awareness needs to be there for that real state. (So above, where I've mentioned regarding channels of communication between FC and mind, it doesen't seem to be right. FC and mind are composite awareness. But mind is in a state of limited awareness because of the 'state of being' details it needs to execute. So, from non-dual state there arises a state of duality).
Aspects of awareness in dual state (ie in a state of manifestation) are as follows:
a) awareness of the physical body: via sense organs and awareness of internal organs (mostly experienced when there is an illness in any part of body. This can be overcome by directing awareness to each and every part of the body and thus 'connecting' to the unseen aspects of one's own physical body. Here, ordinary mind does not play a major role but awareness itself, which is a composite of FC plays a role.
b) awareness of thoughts that arise in one's mindspace: Ordinary mind generates thoughts regarding experiences that are lined up for execution ie for action by the incarnation. Not all experiences are illuminated. Only those experiences for which action is taken, which again depends on the environment in which an incarnation is executing, are illuminated. Here, there is a 'wishful thinking' and 'what is'. 'Wishful thinking' has some role in shaping up 'what is' as mind is the creator when incarnated. (I need to find out what are criteria for execution of a particular state of being. The variable aspects of state of being keep changing wrt to the operable environment of the incarnation in question. However, the basic attributes remain more or less constant unless they are changed by the energy ie will power of the incarnation). Here, dark force interferences need to be constantly monitored again by directing one's awareness to the thoughts that arise to ensure that incarnation is able to carry on its what is without being interfered unneccesarily by other minds.

c) awareness of physical surroundings: This includes awareness of the physical surroundings in which incarnation is operating. For example, the house where incarnation is currently placed, the places where its visiting ie essentially current 'what is' of the physical surroundings ie if driving, the car and its cleanliness, the steering wheel, traffic approaching, state of roads, the path or way to be taken, music being played, people at the zebra crossing and so forth.

d) awareness of non physical aspects: A detailed and comprehensive awareness of thoughts that are undergoing in an incarnation. Here, the incarnation is able to differeciate between

(i) the thoughts that are arising as a result of its state of being
(ii) and the thoughts which have arisen in the mindspace because of the thought patterns of the dark force (ie thought forms stuck in the astral subreality) and
(iii) the thought forms which have slipped in the mindspace because of interactions with minds of other living incarnations.
(iv) thoughts or messages which are conveyed by the composite non dual mind which is FC itself because in incarnated form, if FC is able to manifest itself fully bypassing ordinary mind, FC comes to the driving seat for that particular incarnation rather than the ordinary mind.

e) awareness of the interaction with non living things: such as metals and their effect on the mind and physcial body (for example, chlorine gas and its effect on thought patterns and skin, eyes, hair etc). Non living things also pick up thought patterns of incarnations and form stress sources for the incarnation in question. They also have a chance of being possessed by lost human consciounesses. Awareness of one's living space and surroundings and the places visited is very important to ensure that stress is not accumulated.

May 15, 2009
Consciousness comprises various aspects. Ordinary mind is one of the aspects of consciousness. Since ordinary mind is one of the aspects of consciousness, it is able to perceive only what is meant for the incarnation in question and finds it very difficult to overcome the security (physical and mental), which are required to appropriately function.
An incarnation always has 'awareness', which remains limited to the security issues of body and mind when one is an infant. Due to this security consideration, the incarnation starts functioning in a limited span and it becomes habitual of such functioning. Awareness available to ordinary mind for all incarnations is thus affected as it gets limited.
Awareness is both in terms of body as well as mental (thoughts etc). But mostly, while incarnated, the manifestation finds it difficult to gain proper control of its own thoughts and gets trapped in states of being, thereby falling in further whirlpool of reations, actions (karma stuff). There is no proper awareness of thoughts and body. As a result, the incarnation works within its limited utilization of actually limitless awareness (available to human beings).
Awareness can be expanded by directly perceiving as all pervasive awareness itself. This state is possible for manifestation when it is properly grounded or when there is a balance between mind and body working. This means that the mind is 'aware' of each and every body movements and acitivities and the body (ie brain) is aware of what is going on in mind. When brain detaches itself from all the thoughts that are passing by and just remains aware, it starts communicating with all pervasive awareness rather than just ordinary mind's awareness.